Exhaust!

Hey , people!

oh i found a way to express my feeling

Yes. blogggg =D

oh actually i wanna talk with you, but

hmmphhh.... how should i start? allow me to use broken english la. haha =)

Seriously, i feel that there was 2 person in my body

(erm, sorry im not multiple personality! hehe)

Maby I should call them Angel and Devil

oh yes! angel and devil !

its made me suffering, annoying, lonely, terrible, horrible!!

i cried every night man.... =(

my heart --> the angel

my brain --> the devil

why i said like tis? juz because of.. they always fight

my heart was controlling my body, my hand, my leg

and it made me wan to find u soooooo much

but my brain was controlling my face, my expression

it keep telling me "this guy is going aussie soon, don't too close to him!"

and automatically show u my bored face, lazy to talk w you

oh i hate my brain. it made me crazy and think too much k..

I wish i could go somewhere like pub or club even a party

having some alcohol drinks, dance like a sexy babe,sing lik a crazy to shut my brain down!!!

arghhh!!! oh my f god! its annoying and suffering!

then i could truly tell u wat i wan, wat i need the most

goooonna smack my head to the wall !

if u ask me...

are you happy?

totally NOT

***spark spark spark***

need u to spark my life up

hold and hug me tight please.

Jess